this is literally what it’s like to be 21
youre gonna look so godamn cool
if you cant handle me at my worst then leave because i dont have a best im always awful
I don’t know how to make myself better. One day I’ll think of myself as worthy, but that isn’t anytime soon. Until then, the same shit all the time always.
The worst part is that you did nothing wrong. I just assumed you would and I let my brain wonder. I was the one who did wrong. I was the one who never let you prove yourself. I gave you no chance, and I treated you the way I thought you would treat me. You were nothing but nice and sweet to me, and I took it all the wrong way. You were amazing and I was the monster. I’m sorry I treated you like shit.
Hospital visit much needed! A++++++++
I didn’t think I’d be this upset, but god it hurts so bad. I said that I wanted to be finished with you, but now that I don’t have you I feel so alone. I thought it was you, and knew it was you, and I should have told you. I should have been honest with you. I may have hated you at times, but I foolishly grew feelings for you, and it hurts so god damn bad knowing that I can’t hold you.
I just want to go back. I don’t even care…
How does being a fan of Broadway even work for people who don’t live in New York? like, are you guys ok?
No. No we’re not.
Who am I ?
*aggressively atttempts to sing all 573 parts of One Day More at the same time*